My life is so good right now, and I don't even realize it. I take everything for granted. I overlook way too much. And I just don't take the time to sit down and thank God for everything he's given me. All my family and friends. My house. The ability to skate and walk even. Even stupid stuff like an xbox.

All this stuff we get, just gets in the way. I am so guilty of this. I think to myself at night," Oh tomorrow will be better, i'll read the Bible and tell someone about God, or I won't do this one sin or whatever." But when tomorrow comes around, it's the same exact thing. Over and over again. Making promises I know i can't keep. Wasting time doing stupid stuff.

Life as we know it just gets in the way, even though God gave it all to us. Its not sin for me to skate all day, or something like that, but it is when it's the only thing i think about. All this time i spend wasting, doing dumb stuff, thinking, why am I doing this? But i just keep on going

I can talk forever of how dumb I am or how bad i make myslef seem, but I won't. It's just, I don't know. I want my dreams to be something more than a $30,000 car, or a huge plasma tv, you know? Something more than a perfect girlfriend, and being the best skater out there. Sure i want all  these things, but i dont plan on getting all of them.

I never plan on being perfect. Because it's not possible. It's a waste of time trying to get there. All I know is I want to live for God, and live for people. It's definately not gonna be easy. But i want it more than anything. I wanna be a fire that won't ever go out. A light that will always shine.

If you read all this, you must've been really bored, or you actually care about what i say. Either way, what I'm trying to say is God loves all of us, and i want to be like that. Love everyone, including him.

I want my life to reflect Him. Because in Him is where i'll find myself.